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ive been so emotional lately, and so much has been happening in my life...
literally as i type this there are tears rolling down my face.
i miss my grandparents, i miss my love, i miss the life i used to have. and it's amazing how life is, because i know i'll never find those parts of my happiness back. every single thing that has left, has left a void in my life that will never be filled. i don't even know where to start on getting my happiness back.